The reading plan I follow has me working through the book of Joshua. As I was reading this past week I was struck by something Joshua prayed in a time of distress:
“Ah, Sovereign Lord, why did you ever bring this people across the Jordan to deliver us into the hands of the Amorites?…If only we had been content to stay on the other side of the Jordan!” – Joshua 7:7
The Israelites had begun to take over the Promise Land and were moving from city to city to battle the inhabitants. They had tremendous success until this point, but found themselves routed by the inhabitants of the city of Ai. Joshua could not believe it and was distressed (hence his prayer). Later on we find out that God had removed His hand of favor because there was sin in the camp. After the sin was dealt with the people continued on in victory and the taking of the land.
I found myself being able to relate tremendously to Joshua in this moment. He had just experienced a set-back that was unanticipated. The task was bigger and harder than he thought. He was dealing with frustration and confusion – wondering if God was going to keep His promises. There were probably some rumblings in the camp about how this plan was not a good one and they should turn back. Doubts began to creep in, with some wondering if maybe they really hadn’t heard from God at all on this endeavor.
Have you ever had an unanticipated set-back in your life that caused you to wonder if you should stop heading in one particular direction, or caused you to think it might not be worth it? Sure you have! We all have. And for a few brief moments we think like Joshua did about how “easy” we had it at some point in our past. We are tempted to glorify and romanticize a previous life stage, rather than partnering with God in our current circumstances and calling. (BTW – the “other side of the Jordan” presented challenges for the Israelites as well – battles, leadership changes, Moses’ death, no place to call “home”, etc..)
The fact of the matter was that God had called them to cross the Jordan and to engage in the battle so they might inherit what was promised. He called them out of their comfort zone so they could inherit something better than they had ever imagined. Even in the set-back, the promise still stood and it didn’t change the fact that what the Israelites were engaged in was good and was from God.
Here are a few ways I think this applies to our lives:
1. You might be experiencing some set-backs and discouraging circumstances in your life. But I want to encourage you to not turn back and not to give up. God is in it and wants to do more than you can imagine if you just keep turning to him like Joshua did and following his lead. At the end of his life Joshua boasted about what God had done in fulfilling His promises to the people……you can bet he was happy he didn’t chuck the whole endeavor in those few moments outside the city of Ai years back.
2. At Sawmill Campus we have set-backs from time to time. We have technical challenges, challenges in making sure the children’s curriculum is working for our kids, challenges with the lights in the gym wanting to keep turning on and off by themselves (spooky!), wanting to be a diverse campus and not having arrived yet, and on and on. Much of this goes mostly unnoticed on Sundays, but I am often aware of how things could be better. You might be too
But I couldn’t help but feel the Lord speaking to me through this passage saying, “Corey, it is so good that you and the people at Sawmill were not content to stay on the other side of the Jordan. You took a step of faith and have followed me to this thing called Sawmill Campus, and I am in it. Keep pressing forward. Keep seeking me. You are going to look back and be so happy you kept pressing on and chasing my promises for you and the church”.
I hope this encourages you and you’ll keep pressing in to all that God has called you to. The end results are going to be worth it!